3.29.2003
It's been a week! I keep getting sidetracked and not writing in this thing. Not that anyone really cares about whats going on in my life. I went to bingo night at my school... some people I knew were there, and it was so freakin HOT in the cafeteria that we went out in the halls and roamed! Me and Kelly and Squashua and some of my brothers friends and Greg Bodmer and Aaron Money. Yeah... So it was kinda boringish, and Kyle was with "That Girl"!!! So anyways, I went to blockbuster and now we're watching Swimf@n! hehehe. I have already seen it. Kelly and Allison are spending the night! Yeah. Another useless piece of information from NIKKI! So anyways, Alex is annoying me! He sends all these freaking mixed signals, like he'll be walking with me and going to my locker and stuff, and then I went to get my books out of my locker and he was waiting there and then mr reed made him leave and then when we were both sick on the same day we talked on the phone for a LONG time, but anyways, he'll be walking with me and then he'll see Kasey or Nicole or something and just leave me. It makes me sad! He is SO cute though, I just cant help loving him to death! One thing I can always be sure of having is ZACH! OH MY GOD! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! HES (like) MY LITTLE BROTHER AND I KNOW HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME! MUAHAHAHAHA! So anyways... Ummm... Dont you kind of hate it when you are trying to not write stuff that you dont want people to know but like, you justcant help saying it because you have to tell someone!?!?! Like I dont want anyone to know about what I think about but like... It just comes out. so... yeah...
Nicky at 12:54 AM

3.22.2003
I LOVE ALEX! MUAHAHA! HES MINE MINE MINE!!! Today was National Kiss Day but I didnt get to give him a kiss because i didnt see him! *tear* Oh well. I went swimming today... But I really wanted to be at the dance! Its so sad! OMG alex was so mean to my darling little Llama! Awww poor thing! Alex said he was kidding... Who knows though.
Sweet Mushu Baby: i heard you were mean to my little zach....
Sweet Mushu Baby: whyyyy
Archerer28: WSAUP
Archerer28: HUH?
Archerer28: WHEN?
Sweet Mushu Baby: nuffins up
Archerer28: OH........
Sweet Mushu Baby: today
Archerer28: THAT
Sweet Mushu Baby: that was cruel!
Archerer28: I WAS J/K
Sweet Mushu Baby: its not nice to do that you know
Sweet Mushu Baby: he was all sad
Archerer28: BOO HOO
Archerer28: HE IS A PANZEE
Sweet Mushu Baby: be sympathetic
Sweet Mushu Baby: come on now
Archerer28: HE NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO TAKE A JOKE
Sweet Mushu Baby: maybe you should learn how to be nice to him
Sweet Mushu Baby: how is he a panzy
Archerer28: MAYBE NOT
Sweet Mushu Baby: dont act like that
Sweet Mushu Baby: change the subject
Archerer28: CAUSE HE ALWAYS GOES HOME WHEN WE MAKE JOKES
Archerer28: AND THEN HE TELLS U
Archerer28: OKIEDOKIE
Archerer28: IM BORED
Sweet Mushu Baby: :-(
Archerer28: YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN AT THE DANCE
Sweet Mushu Baby: i WANTED to go
Archerer28: WHATS WRONG
Sweet Mushu Baby: nothing nevermind
Sweet Mushu Baby: was it fun?
Archerer28: TELL ME!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: no
Archerer28: YEP
Sweet Mushu Baby: it was about zach
Sweet Mushu Baby: soforget it
Archerer28: YOU MEAN THE PANZEE
Archerer28: HES A PANZEE
Archerer28: P-A-N-Z-E-E
Archerer28: PANZEE!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: alex
Sweet Mushu Baby: stop
Archerer28: I
Archerer28: WAS
Archerer28: JUST
Archerer28: SAYING
Archerer28: HES
Sweet Mushu Baby: but it isnt funny
Archerer28: A
Sweet Mushu Baby: so please dont
Sweet Mushu Baby: HE iS NOT
Archerer28: PANZEE
Sweet Mushu Baby: maybe youre the panzy
Sweet Mushu Baby: have a heart
Archerer28: P-A-N-Z-E-E
Sweet Mushu Baby: oh the maturity
Archerer28: YOU LIKE HIM DONT YOU?
Sweet Mushu Baby: not like i like you
Archerer28: DONT DENY IT
Sweet Mushu Baby: but that could change if you dont shove it
Sweet Mushu Baby: im not denying it
Sweet Mushu Baby: hes awesome
Sweet Mushu Baby: but its not like i wanna make out with him or something
Archerer28: AN AWESOME PANZEE?
Sweet Mushu Baby: ALEX!
Sweet Mushu Baby: i would smack you if i could
Archerer28: NIKKI!
Sweet Mushu Baby: what
Archerer28: WOULD YOU REALLY?
Sweet Mushu Baby: yes
Archerer28: BRB
Archerer28: THATS NOT COOL
Sweet Mushu Baby: because youre being a dick
Sweet Mushu Baby: *waits*
Sweet Mushu Baby: you're just ignoring me
Archerer28: HOLA
Archerer28: WHAT?
Archerer28: WHY?
Archerer28: DO?
Sweet Mushu Baby: because youre pissed off
Sweet Mushu Baby: do what
Archerer28: YOU THINK THAT
Sweet Mushu Baby: because i dont know
Archerer28: RIGHT.......
Sweet Mushu Baby: just dont call zach a panzy at least not to me
Sweet Mushu Baby: k?
Archerer28: UMM..................
Sweet Mushu Baby: JUST SAY YES DAMNIT
Archerer28: UMM...........
Archerer28: I WOULD
Archerer28: BUT THAT WOULD BE LYING
Sweet Mushu Baby: fine
Sweet Mushu Baby: just try not to
Sweet Mushu Baby: *puppy dog eyes*
Archerer28: ILL TRY
Sweet Mushu Baby: good boy
Sweet Mushu Baby: SO ANYWAYS!
Sweet Mushu Baby: how was the dance
Archerer28: BUT I CANT GUARUNTEE THAT I WONT CALL THAT PANZEE A PANZEE
Archerer28: IT WAS OK
Sweet Mushu Baby: ALRIIIIIIIGHT
Sweet Mushu Baby: WHAT MUSIC DID THEY PLAY
Sweet Mushu Baby: CRAP MUSIC?
Sweet Mushu Baby: DRR OF COURSE
Archerer28: YEP
Sweet Mushu Baby: DID I NEED TO ASK? NO.
Archerer28: THAT FAGGOT DJ ONLY PLAYED 1 GREEN DAY SONG
Archerer28: IT MADE ME ANGRY
Sweet Mushu Baby: THEY NEED A BETTER DJ
Archerer28: HE SUCKS
Sweet Mushu Baby: THEY PLAY OLD CRAPPY MUSIC
Archerer28: GREEN DAY RULES
Archerer28: YEP
Sweet Mushu Baby: I DISAGREE
Sweet Mushu Baby: THEYRE GOOD BUT
Archerer28: YEPPEROONIES
Sweet Mushu Baby: I LOOOOOOOVE SUM41 MORE THAN ANYTHING
Archerer28: THE BEST
Archerer28: IS
Sweet Mushu Baby: NO
Archerer28: GREEN DAY
Sweet Mushu Baby: NOT GREENDAY
Sweet Mushu Baby: MY GUITAR TEACHER YELLED AT ME
Archerer28: WHY?
Sweet Mushu Baby: HE GOES "THIS REALLY BLOWS"
Archerer28: Y?
Sweet Mushu Baby: BECAUSE I DONT LIKE GREENDAY THAT MUCH AND HE WANTED TO TEACH ME THE SONGS
Archerer28: THATS BECAUSE GREEN DAY IS THE BEST
Archerer28: NO WONDER HE YELLED AT YOU
Sweet Mushu Baby: HEHE
Sweet Mushu Baby: IT WAS GREAT
Sweet Mushu Baby: HE GOES MAN THAT BLOWS
Archerer28: DONT LAUGH AT ME!!!!!
Archerer28: GAHH!!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: EH?
Sweet Mushu Baby: IM SO LOST
Archerer28: AHH!!
Archerer28: IM SIGNING OFF
Archerer28: GAHH!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: NOOOO
Sweet Mushu Baby: WHY
Sweet Mushu Baby: DONT LEAVE ME
Archerer28: BECAUSE YOU DONT LIKE GREEN DAY!!
Archerer28: I NEED SOME TIME TO GET OVER THIS!!
Archerer28: GOOD BYE!
Sweet Mushu Baby: *CRIES*
Sweet Mushu Baby: im so sorry!!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: noooo!
Sweet Mushu Baby: I CAN LEARN TO LOVE THEM!
Sweet Mushu Baby: I LOVE YOU ALEX!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: HEHEHE
Sweet Mushu Baby: AND I LOVE GREENDAY!
Archerer28: LEARN AFTER I SIGN OFF
Archerer28: STOP LYING
Archerer28: I HATE THAT!!
Archerer28: GAHH!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: waaaaaah!
Sweet Mushu Baby: NOOOOO DONT LEAVE ME
Archerer28: G-O-O-D B-Y-E
Archerer28: I MUST LEAVE YOU NOW
Sweet Mushu Baby: no! alex!
Sweet Mushu Baby: DONT GO!
Archerer28: GOOD BYE
Sweet Mushu Baby: no!
Archerer28: I MUST
Sweet Mushu Baby: NO NONO
Sweet Mushu Baby: YOU MUST NOT
Archerer28: DONT
Archerer28: FORGET
Archerer28: MEE!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: DONT LEAVE ME!
Archerer28: BLAARGH!!
Sweet Mushu Baby: DAAAAAAAARLING!
Archerer28: MURR
Archerer28 signed off at 11:53:47 PM.

I was like hey man you died! Hehe... I just talked to this girl called Jay and she's going to the SIGNET field trip too!! Isnt it great! She's rebecca's friend and she's snazzy to put it into Linds language... or KICKIN in Nikki speak. So anywho... I want the CKY cd because its great. Brandie has it.... SHES THE HUGEST DAMN POSER EVER!!! AAAAAAARGH! So anywho... Imma go now my keyboard is gay and i need sleeeeeeeeep.
Nicky at 1:10 AM

3.16.2003
Hello! It is Sunday. WAAAH! Tomorrow is Monday. That means I have seventh grade lunch! It's so unfair! Alex is being a piss head.
Sweet Mushu Baby: hola!
Archerer28: WHAT DO U WANT
Sweet Mushu Baby: that was uncalled for
Sweet Mushu Baby: you mean i cant just talk to you?
Archerer28: so was calling nicole a whore
Sweet Mushu Baby: well i dont like her
Sweet Mushu Baby: we have issues
Archerer28: YOU DIDNT NEED TO SAY THAT ABOUT HER
Sweet Mushu Baby: fine fine
Archerer28: FINE
Sweet Mushu Baby: what, you want me to lie and say i love her to death?
Archerer28: NO
Sweet Mushu Baby: well then.
Archerer28: JUST DONT BE RUDE
Sweet Mushu Baby: fine
Sweet Mushu Baby: so anyways
Sweet Mushu Baby: besides lecturing me, what are you up to
Archerer28: NOTHING
Sweet Mushu Baby: alright then
Sweet Mushu Baby: are you pissed off or something
Archerer28: YES
Sweet Mushu Baby: at me?
Sweet Mushu Baby: still?
Sweet Mushu Baby: um
Sweet Mushu Baby: stop being an idiot please
Archerer28: YOU SAID NICOLE WAS A WHORE
Sweet Mushu Baby: so what?
Sweet Mushu Baby: get over it
Archerer28: LOOK IN A MIRROR
Sweet Mushu Baby: im not a whore.
Archerer28: SURE YOUR NOT
Sweet Mushu Baby: im not.
Sweet Mushu Baby: how am i a whore?
Archerer28: SHUTUP WHORE
Sweet Mushu Baby: *rolls eyes*
SEE? Isnt he being mean to me? Yes, I think he is. I hate him forever. So anyways, yesterday I went cosmic bowling and i lost 3 times and won 1 time. We all one once. Excellent, no? So I dont really have anything to write. I guess I'll go shower.
Nicky at 6:29 PM

3.14.2003
Today is Friday. Today we had our wrestling party and it was fun! I was sitting with Alex, Jesse, Joe, and Greg and they were killing Alex's yearbook! It was funny! They were stabbing people they didnt like with this pencil. hehe. I played with everyones flab! Patricks is still better tho. I think Brittany has a crush on him! Heehee. I got switched to 7th grade lunch! ITS SOOO UNFAIR!!! Well it'll be okay though because at least I'll have Chris and Plata. And Rebecca and Jackie and Alex! Woohoo. But the thing is, It's for the rest of the year and that means NO LINDS! NO LAUREN! NO TORIAN! AAAAH!!! *cries in corner* So anyways... I think I need a beanie hat! I stole Evan's at the wrestling regionals and it looked excellent! I want one now. Hehe. I want it with stars or something. I need to go outside tomorrow and learn me some more skatin. I need to get better on my board, and i need to do more tricks on my blades. I want awesome skates like people at Vans have. Yeah, so since the snow has now melted I am able to do some outdoors things. I think i'm going cosmic bowling tomorrow night with kennedi isnt that awesome! I love cosmic bowling! Alright so now on to the Regionals bussiness... IT WAS HORRIBLE. I hate Matt more than you could know. I was trying to get away but he kept holding me there and everyone was like oh he had a boner. And UGH! I was hanging out with my friends and he comes over and lays on me! AND HE FOLLOWED ME TO THE BATHROOM! I will never talk to him again. EWw. I was trying to lay on Alex, and Matt was like Shes MINE! get off! I was like bullshit im not yours! But of course i was too nice to actually say that, so now i am hoping that he will read this and find out that I hate him and the whole time I was trying to get away from him. and Jason said he asked why matt was all over me, and he said he did that to every girl. Ewww... I can truly say i hate him. Matt, If you are reading this, I really hope you get a life and a girlfriend and learn how to slow down. good god. Well Lindsay seems to think she has found the male version of me. Nikki with a penis, tori said. Lmao. His name is I think either mark or anthony, i havent figured out yet. they call him both. well thats enough now!
Nicky at 7:20 PM

3.10.2003
It's monday. Last night i went to a Bon Jovi concert at the MCI center with Kelly and her mom, and i got these goo goo dolls underwear! kelly has them too. hehe. i am SO tired... i didnt get home until like... 130 last night. haha. this lady we were with, she peed on the floor at the metro station! it was GOod STUFF. they were all wasted and drunk and it was so excellent. I got a D in algebra. Because of low test and quiz scores. blah blah blah who needs math. not me. algebra and intergers and other useless crap... theres another dance this friday i think, how cool is that? not very. dances are GAY! I think i might not go. but i like going because my friends are there, so whatever. plus it gets me away from this stupid house. parents are annoying. i am going through teenage rebellion now. whoopity doo da day. Okay thats enough i have nothing to write and im too lazy anyways.
Nicky at 8:31 PM

3.09.2003
SONG OF TODAY: Motivation by my darlings, SUM41! So, since i haven't got anything better to do, i shall insert the lyrics. YAY!

What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
I don't care so why should I even pretend.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it.
Nothing's new, everything's the same.
It keeps on dragging me down, it's getting kind of lame.
I'm falling further behind, there's nothing to explain.
No matter what you say nothing 's gonna change my mind.
Can't pretend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
It's not the same but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.

I flew my kite up at the Grace United church today, and it was fun and pointless. I brought my doggy! She was having waaaaaay too much fun with my kite and she got a hole in it once when she captured it. It was a bright colored one with a sun on it and some stars. I like the word sun! OMG speaking of this stuff called sun, its all warm out compared to what it was before and i just realised its MARCH! My brother's birthday is in like.... a few days. It's on the 28th so thats... *goes to calendar to count* like 19 days. Hehe. And Michael's birthday is in 17 days then. And mine is in... like, a month. April 19th. YAY! I'll be 14! Ah. I just sent my lovely picture to matt but its ugly. too bad. It took me a while but then i got bored and colored it. i havent got much else to say so bye

Nicky at 5:28 PM

3.08.2003
Today is, obviously, Saturday. Latest news: I can almost play Swing Swing on my guitar. I know it's not impressing, but I have only been playing for a few weeks. Oh, oh, oh. On Wednesday there was a wrestling match. I wrestled this guy from Marsteller, and let's just say I don't think he's ever wrestled a girl before. He got... a little TOO excited. But I was the only on who DIDNT know about it!! Come to find out from my bestest friend in the whole wide world, Linds, that the dude had a BONER! AARGH! Nobody even bothered to tell me. Even Matt knew and didn't say anything until that night when i got online. THANKS FOR BEING GREAT FRIENDS, YOU GUYS. Well, I lost, and that was no surprise. I didn't really care though. So on Thursday, I wrestled Beau in wrestle offs and he was trying to flip me over, but apparently my arm can go into really wierd positions so he kept pausing and going, "Sorry, sorry, sorry." It was good stuff. People kept getting called for having my arms like that. It doesn't hurt when it happens but later it does. Needless to say my arms are quite sore from all the bending. I also wrestled Michael Collins. AAARGH! He was like, freakin trying to HUMP me or something! And then I wrestled John Harmon who is really good, and lost quite fast actually. Usually I cant get pinned but he pinned me FAST. I dont care though, because I have NO urge whatsoever to go to regionals. Hopefully Matt will TALK if he's there. On Friday there was a dance, and it was lame because they kept playing the cha-cha slide, some REALLY old rap songs from like 6th grade, and Good Charlotte, and I dont particularly like any of them. Also, there were no people there in my grade except me, Linds, Torr, a couple other people, and Dylan. Ew. So I hung out with Kylie and Rebecca. And some of their friends. But mostly i was in the hall eating candy and drinking soda. Or annoying that little kid that can never remember my name. His name is Alex, see, I knew that! He's SO cute! He's all little and he has freckles. Aww. And Patrick was there! He's cute too! I love all of them! And Zach too! AAAWWWWW!!!! Ahem. Sorry about that. They wouldnt appreciate me saying that. Muahaha. So, to sum up my week, I was violated twice and went to a boring dance. And probably failed an algebra test. *sigh.* I think that's all I have for now and I'm sick of typing so bye. Off to do my Spanish translations. Go download Close Yet Far by CKY, and Life is a Cabaret. The Me First and the Gimme Gimmes version.
Nicky at 2:06 PM

3.02.2003
It's SUNDAY. I really don't want to go to school! I'm too lazy!!! I did not do alot of stuff today so.... This is gonna be shortish. I went to bed at like 130 yesterday and woke up at 948. GO ME! And then I took a shower and had some fruit for breakfast. Then I did some stuff I cant remember, cleaned up some stuff, and went over to allisons house. We listened to a CD i burned for her, and theres a whole bunch of kickin 80s songs and some random things like hakuna matata and istanbul. I went on the trampoline and lost like 3 pounds so now i dont have to move up a weight class!!! YAY! I would've died if I had to do that. Not like i care about weight all that much, i just dont wanna be the lightest kid in my weight class. So anyways, I went to CCD with allison and splata, and we saw brian but didnt say hi because he hates us, so whatever. Its a long story. My new favorite song... well not favorite, but an awesome song, is called Punk Rock Academy. It's by Atom and His Package. It's most excellent. You should download that, and Anarchy means I litter. Theyre both good. I think that's all, and I need to go to bed so GOODNIGHT MATE!
Nicky at 9:22 PM

3.01.2003
I swear I won! But Plamen's a little liar and hes saying he stayed up until 830 buti know its a load of crap. How do I know, you ask? I have my sources... I would fall asleep during titanic, especially at 600 in the morning. Uh... I dont know what to write about. I think you arent supposed to tell people that you cant think of stuff when you cant because then they dont have anything to say either. I need to print out darling torians pictures of that studly man heath ledger... Actually I dont like him that much. He was OK in that one movie about 10 somethings.... Lindsay's going on and on about The Anna Nicole Show... Anna anna anna anna anna nicole...
SapphireJade3001: and bobby trendy!
SapphireJade3001: hes gay and wears lipgloss and goes 'danielle hold my chanells!' to her son
hehehe. It's funny! I am quite bored. eh... Allison's IM ing me again, talkin about how many people are online.I guess 6 people is alot to her. No. Well imma go now because theres nothing else to write. I think I shall watch AI later. When I'm going to bed.
Nicky at 9:42 PM

Muahahaha.... I am writing in this at 501 in themorning because i am having a stay awake contest with plamen. I'm talking to Matt. Yeah. Lindy goes: He seems ok. Needs a little work though. I laughed. This is gonna be a really crap entry but oh well. I watched About A Boy like 10 times today. Alisons obsessed with this guy on it. Augustus Prew or something. He's a cutie i guess.... But ah she keeps talking about him. Uh... Lets seeee... OMG theyre extending our school day 30 minutes on each day starting on the 17th of march! Those piss heads. What the hell... Nothing interesting happens to me, ever. Well, yes it does but i am too lazy to type it. Lets see. My keyboard spacebar died, and what else is new. I dont know. I'm tired i think but i dont know. Allison is a poser! She is like, "im a cheerleader who hates skaters and punks and listens to punk rock and wears vans." WTF??? ARgh. I hope she doesnt read this. Shes been hanging out with me alot lately, like for the last 2 weeks. Ah... I love my lindsay! I so wish it could be her not allison. I would even settle for you, darling torian! PLEASE SAVE ME! Eh, at least shes asleep so i can get some private time to write in here and express myself. She called ME a prep, of all people! And thenhad the nerve to go say she liked my black netty shirt and she wants one now, and did i mention her vans with rainbow freaking laces look oddly like my WI's???? ARGH. Its quite annoying. But shes OK most of the time... but little things piss me off, okay? and shes always copying me. So imma stop writing in here because im depressing my self. Imma make like a hockey player and get the puck outta here. Lame, I know, but still kickin.
Nicky at 5:18 AM