3.09.2003
SONG OF TODAY: Motivation by my darlings, SUM41! So, since i haven't got anything better to do, i shall insert the lyrics. YAY!

What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
I don't care so why should I even pretend.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it.
Nothing's new, everything's the same.
It keeps on dragging me down, it's getting kind of lame.
I'm falling further behind, there's nothing to explain.
No matter what you say nothing 's gonna change my mind.
Can't pretend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
It's not the same but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.

I flew my kite up at the Grace United church today, and it was fun and pointless. I brought my doggy! She was having waaaaaay too much fun with my kite and she got a hole in it once when she captured it. It was a bright colored one with a sun on it and some stars. I like the word sun! OMG speaking of this stuff called sun, its all warm out compared to what it was before and i just realised its MARCH! My brother's birthday is in like.... a few days. It's on the 28th so thats... *goes to calendar to count* like 19 days. Hehe. And Michael's birthday is in 17 days then. And mine is in... like, a month. April 19th. YAY! I'll be 14! Ah. I just sent my lovely picture to matt but its ugly. too bad. It took me a while but then i got bored and colored it. i havent got much else to say so bye

Nicky at 5:28 PM