4.28.2003


HAHAHA! It's the shiznits.I saw evan on his bus today and he was hot. My dad's country ass cousin came over and made some racist comments, and then Kelly and I dressed as wiggers to piss him off. So that is why I have cornrows in now. Haha. I'm gonna try and wash my hair around the cornrows so i can keep them in until like, Wednesday. We have a prep rally then. OOOMG It was hilarious, on the bus CHarlotte Sullivans car was next to us so i scream out the window EVIL WHORE and she looks up and i ducked hahaha and Kaylyn was like OOOoh girl imma tell her it was you and i was like oh damnit hehehehe it was funny. WHY DOESNT ANYONE KNOW WHAT MMK MEANS!? ITS OK DAMNIT!!! Argh. Okay, so i am being forced to see Xmen2. Ah i dont wanna. So... not much else to say, except bye. So OH YEAH! DOWNLOAD HEADSTRONG BY TRAPT. ITS SO COOL.
Nicky at 4:30 PM

4.24.2003
jean was talking to EVAN the green haired hottie on her bus and she was like do you like nikki and he said kinda and then she asked would he ever go out w/ me and she said he kinda looked around on the floor for a minute and then was like.. no... and then when he got off the bus his friend told her he likes me!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! I hope theyre not lying or something because i would be sad. but tomorrows the dance and i wonder if llamas going. sorry about my suck-ass grammar and punctuation or w/e but im in a hurry because i gotta lotta sh*t to do and i aint got time to "wase" as 50 cent would say muahaha! It's great right. naw anyways. So like, I went snowboarding and there was this really hot guy... well there were REALLY hot guys all over the place!!! So like, we were at Wendys and like this really hot guy was in the drive through and so i was like looking... staring at him and he looked at me straight in my eyes but like i didnt know until i stopped like, drooling (haha) and i was all embarassed b/c he caught me staring but AAAAAAH HE WAS SO HOT!!!!! So anyways umm i dont know. like, uhh... i went to take your kid to work day. and... i bought some axe, orion flavour because it reminds me of something. I dont know what but its good. so we were at allisons house on the trampoline becaise curry was mowing their lawn so we were staring at his hot body, and allisons mom says to me: "hes such a cutie isnt he? even cuter than last year if its possible" I WAS LIKE HAHAHAHAH!!! OMG HAHAHAH!!! Yeah so anyways, great times. and my sunburn/windburn is practically all gone yaaaay. I think i need a shower seeing as i smell like grass dogs sweat and way too much axe. BYE!!!
Nicky at 8:30 PM

4.23.2003
OMG I havent written in forever, so I guess I'll do a quick update and then go to bed. I'll lengthen it later.
-Went to CO, snowboarded, saw hotties, got sunburn AND f*cking windburn
-Jean said she heard from Evan's friend that he kinda liked me
-I dont remember but i had alot to say hehe.
WRITE MORE TOMORROW I SWEAR
love ya byebye
Nicky at 9:51 PM

4.13.2003
OH MY GOD EVAN IS SO HOT!!!! AAAAAH!!!! I dont know what made me remember but DAAAAAMN that boy is fine! Muahahahaha! And plus, I want his hat. So he's going to be my crush, since I have no other ones right now! Lalalala, It's 2 o clock in the morning. I should go to bed. I love Llama! I'm inviting him to my birthday! I wonder if I should invite Patrick? Well on Monday we're all supposed to go see some movie (us meaning: jean, liddy, patrick, leon or something, mary, and some other 6th graders, and me). YAAAAAY And then Tuesday I'm gonna go to Colorado for snowboarding!! Great fun. I wont be back till Saturday and JSYK I think Kylie and Plamen should go out. It's so obvious that theyre having an affair, they talk about eachother allllll the time and theyre going to KD together ooooh! well im tired so bye.
Nicky at 2:07 AM

4.05.2003
OH! AND I HAVE THIS SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD SO GO DOWNLOAD IT (POETIC TRAGEDY BY THE USED)
the cup is not half empty as pescimists say
as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

so he voyages in circles
succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance
that first got him there

than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

he feels alone
his heart in his hand
he's alone
he feels alone
I feel....

then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled... and he takes his life

The bold is where he screams.... i LOVE LOVE LOVE that part.
Nicky at 10:07 PM

AAH!!! I need to start writing MORE! Anyways, today I went to KD and i didnt ridethatmany rides but it was still really fun because patrick and zach were there and i *heart* them! Especially Zach! AWWW! Him and his g/f were SO CUTE! I was like awwww! I carried him on my back for like 10 minutes and my arms were so SORE! Hes so cute awwww AnyWAys! there werelike no hotties. I was like WTF. We only rode a few rides: The shockwave, the hurler, the rebel yell (twice), and... something else... we got wet.. and those car things. it was great fun. parkside won 2 3rd places and 1 1stplace so it was all good but you know we shoulda won ALL of them!YAY! Dang i said zachs so cute awww like 856134785 times but its true! I love him to death in that friendly kind of way! So anyways im really tired and failing algebra. almost. So.. what can i tell you thats useful? *THINKS* its really hard to think when you are tired. i dont have anything to say really. lets see what went on this week? NOTHING. It was a boring ass week. aaah sOMETHING had to happen!!! BUT NO!!!! i stayed after w/ mr ott the serial killer thursday for my project! AAAH! EVERYONE ON THE DANCE TEAM.... NOT EVERYONe BUT SOME PEOPLE ARE WIGGERS!!! AAAAAH!!!*dies* well imma go. im bout to die of no sleeeeeeep!

Nicky at 10:02 PM