5.22.2003
I feel depressed so leave me alone. I dont want to go to Kickboxing. I want to sit at home on my bum(Modified by: Lindsay) and just hang around for once in a fuzz wacking (Modified by: Lindsay) lifetime. I am sick of being so busy. And everything bites the big one(Modified by:Lindsay).
Nicky at 6:53 PM

Ah... Haven't posted in forever I see. Well, some very important news. Let's start off at the beginning. Jeannie started liking Evan. At first I thought this wouldnt be a problem seeing as...well... not to be mean, but Jeannie isn't the brightest crayon in the box. So then I find out that they were all hanging out together last weekend. And THEN that he wrote her a note! AND NOW THEY SIT TOGETHER ON THE BUS AND SHE GOES TO HIS BUSSTOP IN THE MORNING!!! It makes me so upset. I mean, I did like him first, and it also sucks because no guys like me ever and Jean's all pretty, and so are all my other friends, and I don't know. Even my bitch likes Jeannie. Also, I am in the delimma of wether to go to the dance or not. It's only 8th grade, so that sucks. But alot of people are going. And If I go... I need a date. Not necessarily, but I'd like to. Ya know? Hmmm... If you know anyone don't hesitate to tell me. Hehe. So... I guess there's not much to say except my birthday party is in two days and I need to clean my house. I'm the only fucking person who cleans this hell hole. Gotta bounce. Heh.
Nicky at 6:39 PM

5.11.2003
Okay, now is the time I tell you about yesterday! Okay, so Kelly calls me up and blah blah blah thats all in the previous entry.... So then they come get me around 3. We go up to Nissan Pavillion and kinda hang around and stuff. Its raining and my hair gets all funky so we went into the bathrooms where they have sinks shaped like a half circle coming out of the wall and a huge metal tub thing. So theres this pedal to turn it on. And I was like Kelly... Should I put my head under it? So I did. Muahaha. Right. So when we leave the bathroom, guess who we see!? JOHNNIE. And he's with some girl that hes known since he was 2. and he made this huge deal about not hanging out with Kelly because he didnt like ME and I'm like OMG what the fuck is wrong with you?! Have I ever done anything to you!? NO. But he kept going on and on and on about it, and saying that he's heard from so many people that I have been saying shit about him! Whatever. I dont like him, I dont talk about him. There you go. So we saw Ashley Benson one time,and she was drunk as hell. She and her mom kept talking to me and Kelly and I was like umm.... No? And it was scary. So we walked around alot and then we found this guy named John whos in 9th grade at some young Marine school. He was really nice and he walked with us for a while. Then we sat down at this table and I look over and see Johnnie and that girl talking and we were trying to listen but we couldnt hear anything so when they left kelly yells BYE! And he turns around like HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN SITTING THERE and we laughed. He was so guilty. haha. And he was like, drunk. Yes everyone was drunk. OK I'll write more later BYEBYE.
Nicky at 11:02 AM

5.10.2003
Ah, sigh. I am bored at home, in desperate need of physical activity. So I decide: Why not go outside and play a little basketball? I walk outside, pick up a ball, and WHADDYA KNOW. Rain starts pouring down on me and my freshly straightened hair. So now I think I will practice my guitar. I am supposed to be at this country concert, the WMZQfest, with Kelly, but her mom had to go help her cousin or something so they should be here around 230 or so. Thats not in too long. I was going to wear my hair curled but it was bothering me being all crusty from the gel so I straightened it you see. I wanna hang out with Jeannie. I wanted her to come over this weekend or me go over to her house but she got sick so we couldnt and plus her grades were bad, but then i find out shes over at allisons house! And it kind of pissed me off, you see. Lets put it this way: If you tried to make plans with someone who never really comes over because you havent hung out with them in a while and they go make plans with someone else, would you be happy? I think not. OMG wanna know what allison said to me?

Nicca and a half (5:59:26 PM): i gotta do chores so i can go ou tside
Evil Pumpkin53 (5:59:55 PM): NO I DONT WANT OYU TO COME OUTSIDE
Auto response from Nicca and a half (5:59:55 PM): EVAN IS MINE, you CANT have him Evil Pumpkin53!!!
Evil Pumpkin53 (6:00:03 PM): toooo late!
Nicca and a half (11:04:22 PM): i ate food
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:04:29 PM): congratulations
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:04:42 PM): first time ?
Nicca and a half (11:05:46 PM): no
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:06:11 PM): ok
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:06:15 PM): i could care less
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:06:46 PM): freedom center tomorrow for me and jeannie and liddy and caitie
Nicca and a half (11:07:00 PM): okay
Nicca and a half (11:07:33 PM): i get to go to a concert with kelly and look at them fine counrty boys in tight jeans
Nicca and a half (11:07:35 PM): who knows
Nicca and a half (11:07:44 PM): maybe well see jason baker
Nicca and a half (11:07:59 PM): *snicker*
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:08:03 PM): haha!
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:08:12 PM): contry is gay!
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:08:20 PM): country*
Nicca and a half (11:08:29 PM): oh wel
Nicca and a half (11:08:34 PM): its still gonna be fun
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:09:03 PM): ssssssuuuuuuurrrrrrrrreeeeeee
Nicca and a half (11:09:35 PM): well it is.
Evil Pumpkin53 (11:09:45 PM): ok then

Its so gay, I cant stand her. Shes so bratty and stupid when she doesnt get her way. She wanted me to come w/ her but I would much rather go somewhere with Kelly. And Kelly invited me first anyways. Allison got mad when I said I couldnt come. Braaaat.
Nicky at 2:16 PM

5.09.2003
OOOooh my god. I just read all the way back to the beginning right, and i realized I've had this blog almost a year! Isnt that great? I was a huge dork last year, omg.
AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! THE ANSWER TO MY DREAMS HAS COME!!!! GUESS WHAT I FOUND ON EBAY!!!!! IF YOU GUESSED THE MAGIC GROWING HAIR BARBIE YOU ARE WRONG!!!!! IT IS THE BIG DADDY SOUNDTRACK!!!! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!! I MUST HAVE IT!!!!
OH HI AGAIN. I BET YOURE WONDERING WHY I USE CAPS LOCK ALL THE TIME. WELL THE ANSWER IS BECAUSE, ITS FUN AND YOUR STUPID. BUT IM COOL AND SO IS BIG DADDY. SO I DONT KNOW BUT ANYWAYS. ONE TIME I SAW KYLE AT THE POoL. IN HIS BATHINGSUIT. AND I WAS WEARING A BATHINGSUIT ALSO. THAT IS NOT COOL. ITS EMBARASSING.
HEY! TODAY IS TODAY AND IT IS BORING AND SO ARE ALL THE OTHER DAYS. THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE IS......THINKING ABOUT HOTTIES SUCH AS BEN AFFLECK AND KYLE AND BRIAN. OH YEAH AND HAVING FRIENDS OVER. I WANNA GO TO KINGS DOMINION ITS NOT FAIR!
JULIAN
O YEAH BTW THATS NOT MY REALLY REAL NAME. I JUST LIKE IT MORE SO I TOLD EVERYONE TO CALL ME IT.

See how gay I was? Homosexuals are gay haha.

Nicky at 5:53 PM

OMG allison thinks evan's hot! THAT BITCH! She cant have him. Not like he would ever like her, because shes too poser ish and preppy. So yeah. But HES SO HOT!!! I LOVE HIM!
Nicky at 5:20 PM

5.08.2003
OH MY GOD!!! EVAN THE EX-GREEN HAIRED HOTTIE DYED HIS HAIR LIKE THIS YELLOWISH BLOND COLOR!!! I LIKE IT!!! BUT I ALSO LIKED IT BEFORE!!! AND.... enough caps lock, eh. mmmk i was walking down the hall with Allison, and he was kinda in front of us right so Im like hey look its the green haired hottie and she goes, EVAN! and he turns around and i smacked her and THEN she goes EVAN NIKKI LOVES YOU!!! And I'm like aaaaaaaaaargh and i attacked her. brb gotta pee really bad... aaaalrighty then. So as i was saying, I was extremely embarassed. Today was bitch day at lunch! Ummm, not much new stuff except Jeannies sick and has strep so she was not at school and prolly wont come tomorrow either. Sadness! It means gay suckass boring alone lunches.
Nicky at 4:42 PM

5.06.2003
You don't have the answers but you're always blaming me!
It only lies in your behalf in animosity.
You decide it's up to you, make it what you'll be.
After all you seem to be it makes no sense to me.
Don't point your finger at me
It's all your odyssey.
It's such a foolish game so quick to point the blame
And now tables have turned.

That is an awesome song. THT by Sum41! You should download it. And also ummm Trendy, and I Hate You. They is both by Reel Big Fish! Wooohooo! Ummm, so I'm mad because
1. Evry1 B callin me a wigga up N herre
2. All these little 7th graders who ride my bus are asking Evan the green haired hottie if he likes me, but I know he doesnt, and they keep asking him, and I dont want them to and hes gonna hate me more if they keep on doing it and aaaaargh.
Speaking of the green haired hottie, Allison said theres this green haired guy who works at Vans! MEANING ONLY ONE THING.... I MUST GO THERE!!! Yes, so anyways. Haha. Last week the only things I said were: Penis, Ejaculation, Erection, Placenta, Gonorrhea, Genital Warts, Chlamydia, and.... EVANS A HOT SEXY BITCH. Haha. So yes. It was great fuuuuun. Hey hot damn is cool. i JUST REAL-[oops caps lock]-ized that it was so fucking cool haha linds i said the fuck word. i can say it aaaalll i want online because im not actually SAYING it its only typing! WHATCHA GONNA DO ABOUT IT!!!
Nicky at 5:43 PM

5.04.2003
Okay, this is an entry on the past week. Tuesday I went shopping and bought some new clothes, and no wait that was wednesday, but oh well. Wednesday was the prep rally and I had my cornrows in but i took them out that night. Chris was being hot at Sylvan. Thursday I didnt do much exciting stuff, but I did go to my brother's baseball game. It lasted way too long. Then on friday, Evan and Michael were walking together in the morning so Michael sees me and Linds and points to Evan because he knows i like him and he makes this wierd face. So, like, I laughed or whatever and i was like MUAHAHA EVANS SO HOT. And Lindsay was like ..... hehehehe. So THEN, I was walking SLOOOWLY to 5th period and alex came and put his arm around me and i was like AAH then i realised it was alex. Hes such a cutie. Then we had a lovely sub again for spanish, I LOVE SUBS, and we didnt do all our work. So at the end of the day I went to my locker and i was waiting for Torian ALL ALONE because I rode her bus home and she didnt get out of her class until late. So i waited by her locker for like 10 minutes, purposely, so if Evan passed me I would see him. AND i did see him. and he was hot. and then he told me he had a penis. and i was frightened. BUT HES HOT! Finally, torian came to her locker and we went towards her bus. on the way, GUESS WHO WE SAW! THATS RIGHT, EVAN! And he was being hot again. Wonder if its alot of work being hot? Umm... anyways, I guess I must be going now since I have run out of new information. I wanna go to Jeannies house on friday. I have not been there in like, a long time. since... november. hot damn. So then I guess this is byebye. I LOVE YOU!
Nicky at 5:52 PM