11.23.2003
Whee. Nicole, look what I found.

I knew a girl named Nikki
I guess you could say she was a sex friend
I met her in a hotel lobby
masturbating with a magazine
she said how'd u like 2 waste sometime
& I could not resist when I saw little
Nikki gind
she took me 2 her castle
and I just couldn't believe
my eyes
she had so many devicees
everything that money could buy
she said sign your name on the dotted
line
the lights went out
and Nikki started 2 grind
The castle started spinning
or maybe it was my brain
I can't tell you what she did 2 me
but my body will never be the same
Her lovin will kick your behind
she'll show you no mercy
but she'll sho'nuff sho'nuff sho a
low 2 grind
I woke up the next mourning
Nikki wasn't there
I looked all over
all I found was a phone number on the
stairs
it said thank u 4 a funky time
call me whenever u want
2 grind
come back Nikki come back
Your darling little prince
wanna grind,grind,grind.

Sometimes the world's a storm.
One day soon the storm will pass
& all will be bright and peaceful.
fearlessly bathe in the...
Purple Rain
~Prince

I think that you should aspire to that song.

*Lindsay*
Nicky at 6:25 PM

11.18.2003
Nicky died. It was really gross. Hes been really really sick for the longest time.. and he was just laying there for days not moving and he peed all over himself, and he was barely breathing. But then we were sitting with him for like an hour, trying to get him to drink, and he just died... it was really sad. He's only two years old. And so me and Allison and Plata went to Michaels and we bought a cross and a box for him... and I had to be the one to put him in it because Jean and Allison were too grossed out... and he was all stiff and it was really hard to get him into the box, and I finally dropped him in there and his head whacked the plastic and made this hollow noise.. it was really sad and gross. So we buried him in this gardeny thing.. and as we were saying our last respects this nasty secretion came dripping out of his mouth. I swear to god. I almost puked. But on a lighter note...

Nick called me today! And then, thank god, he asked if I wanted to break up with him. I said yeah... I was really glad he decided to call because I never would have... And I really didn't want to go out with him anymore. It's not that I don't like him, its just that i dont like him like THAT. I like him as a friend. But I do know someone I like as more than one! Heheh. But he has a girlfriend. That's okay though, I'll live! Steve came and sat with me and my Toridoll at lunch, he skipped that whole period with his friend Savanna who really looks familiar, though I can't place it. LATEST NEWS: SHES SARAH MUNDAY'S SISTER! THATS WHY! Okay. Now... I guess thats all.. Oh no it isnt. Psh, I should try harder not to lie.

So, on Friday morning we went to the airport to catch a flight to FL. We got there and then we went to the church on Saturday and they had a really beautiful funeral for my granddaddy. It was a nice day, too. They had lots of pictures of him, and then my cousin sang a song for him... It was great. I felt better after it, although I cried and so did my mom. But now I'm back... and nothing too exciting has happened besides the above mentioned. OH, but look at my SKIN! ISNT IT BEAUTIFUL!? My greatest love in the world, Lindsay, made it for me! AND JUST LOOK HOW GORGEOUS GWEN IS! Ahh, to die for. Right, so that's all for now. Hugs are fun! Yeeeeeeee!
Nicky at 8:04 PM

11.16.2003
WAHAHAHA! It's been forever since I've written in here, but here goes. Nick asked me out. He's the singer for KiTP... aaaaand he's super cool. But I don't talk to him that much. I don't know why. I was thinking about breaking up with him... But I don't want to until I'm sure its really what I want. We went and saw a movie with Kelly and he started frenching me... it was a little akward because Kelly was there... And also, we hadn't kissed before that. But it wasn't bad.. Anyways, I can't finish at the moment... I have to go see Nicky, he's dying. He's a cat.
Nicky at 12:58 PM