12.15.2003
skankininatuBa (10:38:32 PM): uncoolness nicky
skankininatuBa (10:38:37 PM): i was reading nicks xanga
nixxi the posEur (10:38:38 PM): ?
skankininatuBa (10:38:40 PM): you would kiss him?
nixxi the posEur (10:38:49 PM): what?
skankininatuBa (10:38:53 PM): thats what you said
nixxi the posEur (10:38:56 PM): when
skankininatuBa (10:39:12 PM): you signed his thing that asked a whole bunch of questions
nixxi the posEur (10:39:28 PM): ...
nixxi the posEur (10:39:33 PM): i dont remember
skankininatuBa (10:39:34 PM): like i said...just come clean with me nicky
nixxi the posEur (10:39:38 PM): I DONT REMEMBER
skankininatuBa (10:39:58 PM): one second..let me refresh your memory
nixxi the posEur (10:40:08 PM): mmk
skankininatuBa (10:40:31 PM): http://www.xanga.com/item.aspx?user=emosucks_skarocks&tab=weblogs&uid=48646013
skankininatuBa (10:41:54 PM): remember now?
skankininatuBa (10:42:52 PM): are you dead?
nixxi the posEur (10:43:26 PM): im slowwww
nixxi the posEur (10:43:28 PM): waiting
skankininatuBa (10:43:49 PM): well if you dont remember the questions looked like this
skankininatuBa (10:43:51 PM): 01] When/How did we meet ?
02] Have we ever met in person & have we hung out ?
03] What was your 1st impression of me ?
04] Have we ever talked on the phone ?
05] Have you ever seen me cry?
06] Have you ever seen me dance ?
07] Have you ever seen me drunk/high ?
08] If you can spend a day with me, what would we do ?
09] Have we ever gotten in a fight ?
10] If you could give me a gift, what would it be ?
11] Would you hug me ?
12] Would you kiss me ?
13] What major thing do we have in common ?
14] What is my best feature ?
15] Have you ever liked me ?
16] Have you ever made me laugh/have i ever made you laugh ?
17] Describe me using four or less words:

nixxi the posEur (10:44:09 PM): yeah
nixxi the posEur (10:44:11 PM): okay
skankininatuBa (10:44:19 PM): and you said you would kiss him
skankininatuBa (10:44:24 PM): sorry for waking you for this
nixxi the posEur (10:44:24 PM): i didnt
skankininatuBa (10:44:27 PM): but it bugs me
skankininatuBa (10:44:28 PM): yeah you did
nixxi the posEur (10:44:29 PM): i said maybe
skankininatuBa (10:44:39 PM): maybe in girl talk means yes
nixxi the posEur (10:44:44 PM): it depends on the circumstances
skankininatuBa (10:45:04 PM): either way your definately leading nick on to make him think you like him
skankininatuBa (10:45:07 PM): i would think that to
nixxi the posEur (10:45:15 PM): steeeeve
skankininatuBa (10:45:20 PM): listen nicky im sorry
skankininatuBa (10:45:23 PM): please dont get mad at me
nixxi the posEur (10:45:29 PM): whaaat
skankininatuBa (10:45:50 PM): i dont want you getting all mad at me
nixxi the posEur (10:46:11 PM): well you really dont have to keep bringing it up
nixxi the posEur (10:46:39 PM): and you KNOW i like him, but its not alot and it doesnt matter
skankininatuBa (10:46:49 PM): but it bugs the hell out of me
nixxi the posEur (10:46:56 PM): then ignore it
skankininatuBa (10:46:57 PM): and it does matter to me
nixxi the posEur (10:46:58 PM): aahhhhh
nixxi the posEur (10:47:05 PM): well i cant do anything about it!
skankininatuBa (10:47:05 PM): i cant just ignore something like that nicky
skankininatuBa (10:47:16 PM): what if i liked tori?
skankininatuBa (10:47:30 PM): i mean really think about it
skankininatuBa (10:47:39 PM): and you knew tori liked me
nixxi the posEur (10:48:01 PM): i dont knowwww
skankininatuBa (10:48:27 PM): thats a crap answer nicky
skankininatuBa (10:48:31 PM): and i really dont know if i can do this
nixxi the posEur (10:48:31 PM): IM SORRY
nixxi the posEur (10:49:00 PM): its not like if i really liked nick he would actually want to go out again
nixxi the posEur (10:49:13 PM): personally, if i was him, id be pissed at me
skankininatuBa (10:49:16 PM): thats an assumption
skankininatuBa (10:49:19 PM): and he would want to
skankininatuBa (10:49:26 PM): and if you KNEW for sure he wanted to
skankininatuBa (10:49:31 PM): you wouldnt have a thing to do with me
skankininatuBa (10:49:34 PM): and that saddens me
nixxi the posEur (10:49:35 PM): YES I WOULD
skankininatuBa (10:49:44 PM): and thats the only reason that you like me instead of him
nixxi the posEur (10:49:46 PM): i like you alot steve
nixxi the posEur (10:49:47 PM): no it isnt
skankininatuBa (10:49:54 PM): im an easy target..but your not sure if nick likes you
skankininatuBa (10:50:00 PM): so your playing your cards straight
nixxi the posEur (10:50:02 PM): you are not an easy target
nixxi the posEur (10:50:04 PM): i am NOT
skankininatuBa (10:50:15 PM): while yet still keeping your options open
skankininatuBa (10:50:18 PM): not bad
skankininatuBa (10:50:35 PM): and thats exactly how things seem to me
nixxi the posEur (10:50:41 PM): GODDAMNIT STEVE
skankininatuBa (10:51:09 PM): seriously nicky if i cant at least talk to you about this stuff then whats the point of us having any kind of relationship?
skankininatuBa (10:51:20 PM): i mean I REALLY LIKE YOU!!
nixxi the posEur (10:51:21 PM): you can talk to me about itt
skankininatuBa (10:51:29 PM): and i dont want to loose you to nick
skankininatuBa (10:51:35 PM): and thats whats happening!
nixxi the posEur (10:51:42 PM): why do you think that
skankininatuBa (10:51:50 PM): because its soo fucking obvious
skankininatuBa (10:51:53 PM): i dont want to be a fool
skankininatuBa (10:52:09 PM): i just want you to do what you really want to do...please
nixxi the posEur (10:52:21 PM): alright fine
nixxi the posEur (10:52:24 PM): im going to tell you.
nixxi the posEur (10:52:52 PM): i REALLY like you ALOT and i like nick alot too but i am scared to tell you that because i know you are going to hate me
nixxi the posEur (10:53:03 PM): but im not trying to keep the cards open or whatever
nixxi the posEur (10:53:07 PM): i really am not
nixxi the posEur (10:53:13 PM): im trying SO HARD not to like him
skankininatuBa (10:53:14 PM): your fucked
nixxi the posEur (10:53:17 PM): because i dont want to lose you
skankininatuBa (10:53:18 PM): seriously
nixxi the posEur (10:53:20 PM): i know
nixxi the posEur (10:53:24 PM): thats why i didnt want to tell you
skankininatuBa (10:53:29 PM): bad idea..neither of us are gunna like you in the end
skankininatuBa (10:53:31 PM): and if i knew this 2 days ago i wouldnt have done what i did
skankininatuBa (10:53:39 PM): but you also lied to me
nixxi the posEur (10:53:42 PM): i know you are both gonna hate me
nixxi the posEur (10:53:43 PM): god
nixxi the posEur (10:53:47 PM): it SUCKS STEVE
nixxi the posEur (10:53:51 PM): i didnt mean to do it
skankininatuBa (10:54:03 PM): you need to decide
nixxi the posEur (10:54:14 PM): i like you steve
skankininatuBa (10:54:32 PM): meh..the only reason you really like me is for sexual purposes
nixxi the posEur (10:54:35 PM): NO
nixxi the posEur (10:54:37 PM): it is not
skankininatuBa (10:54:44 PM): it makes sense
skankininatuBa (10:55:11 PM): i really think thats why you like me
nixxi the posEur (10:55:18 PM): it isnt like that
nixxi the posEur (10:55:19 PM): i swear
skankininatuBa (10:55:24 PM): be honest dammit
nixxi the posEur (10:55:28 PM): I AM BEING HONEST
skankininatuBa (10:55:28 PM): you might as well be
nixxi the posEur (10:55:32 PM): BELIEVE ME DAMNIT
skankininatuBa (10:56:22 PM): like i said your gunna have to choose between us..and to be honest whichever it is...the loser will probably hate you
skankininatuBa (10:56:25 PM): at least for a while
nixxi the posEur (10:56:38 PM): i know its gonna end up with both of you hating me
skankininatuBa (10:56:45 PM): and if you dont choose between us..we will both hate you
nixxi the posEur (10:56:45 PM): so i dont even see why i should try
nixxi the posEur (10:57:12 PM): if i choose you, nick probably wont care THAT much, but you'll keep thinking i dont like you
skankininatuBa (10:57:22 PM): and yeah i know im the easy target..but i really think you like nick more
nixxi the posEur (10:57:25 PM): and if i choose him, i dont think he likes me, and then you would HATE me
skankininatuBa (10:57:29 PM): i wont hate you
nixxi the posEur (10:57:33 PM): YOU ARENT THE EASY TARGET
nixxi the posEur (10:57:36 PM): and i dont like him more
skankininatuBa (10:57:42 PM): and i know what your saying..thats why i am the easy way
skankininatuBa (10:57:45 PM): cause of what you just said
skankininatuBa (10:57:47 PM): i know that
nixxi the posEur (10:57:59 PM): no
skankininatuBa (10:57:59 PM): but i know you like him more dammit..so just admit to it and stop this whole charade
nixxi the posEur (10:58:02 PM): I DONT
skankininatuBa (10:58:16 PM): then which one of us do you like more?
nixxi the posEur (10:58:19 PM): YOU
nixxi the posEur (10:58:22 PM): why would i lie?
nixxi the posEur (10:58:26 PM): it doesnt matter anymore
skankininatuBa (10:58:28 PM): i dont believe it..
nixxi the posEur (10:58:31 PM): no matter what i do, you'll hate me
skankininatuBa (10:58:37 PM): it doesnt make sense to me
skankininatuBa (10:58:52 PM): i dont hate anyone..im steve
nixxi the posEur (10:58:57 PM): yeah whatever
skankininatuBa (10:59:03 PM): i wont hate you..
nixxi the posEur (10:59:05 PM): you wont want to talk to me anymore
nixxi the posEur (10:59:12 PM): it will be just like with jessie, you dont talk to her
skankininatuBa (10:59:23 PM): i dont talk to her cause she stalks me
skankininatuBa (10:59:27 PM): talk to my very good friend kim..
skankininatuBa (10:59:30 PM): you see me with her alot..
skankininatuBa (10:59:38 PM): i gave her a hug that one day after saying goodbye to you
skankininatuBa (10:59:43 PM): i went out with her for like 4 months
skankininatuBa (10:59:52 PM): and we remained good friends
skankininatuBa (11:00:00 PM): me and jessie just didnt have anything in common
skankininatuBa (11:00:02 PM): where me and you do
skankininatuBa (11:00:09 PM): so i would still be your friend
nixxi the posEur (11:00:23 PM): i dont know what to say though
nixxi the posEur (11:00:24 PM): argh
skankininatuBa (11:00:34 PM): im saying be honest with yourself
nixxi the posEur (11:00:43 PM): i am being honest
nixxi the posEur (11:00:49 PM): i like you more
nixxi the posEur (11:01:08 PM): only you're definetly an asshole on occasion
skankininatuBa (11:01:17 PM): exactly..
skankininatuBa (11:01:22 PM): and nick isnt
skankininatuBa (11:01:22 PM): so there is your answer
skankininatuBa (11:01:34 PM): im already soo fucked up with girl problems
skankininatuBa (11:01:58 PM): im like never gunna have another girlfriend after this whole ordeal
nixxi the posEur (11:02:13 PM): so i guess you dont like me anymore
skankininatuBa (11:02:19 PM): but every time i have been an "asshole" think about it
skankininatuBa (11:02:24 PM): its been about you liking nick
skankininatuBa (11:02:31 PM): so i dont see where im wrong
skankininatuBa (11:02:39 PM): or where im the asshole
skankininatuBa (11:03:01 PM): nicky..to be honest with you no matter what happens there will always be a soft spot in my heart for you
skankininatuBa (11:03:08 PM): im not a stupid kid nicky..
nixxi the posEur (11:03:21 PM): i know you arent
skankininatuBa (11:03:25 PM): i knew you like nick..what do you take me for?
skankininatuBa (11:03:47 PM): but then everytime you would explain it away and i would look like an asshole
skankininatuBa (11:03:52 PM): when in fact i was right
nixxi the posEur (11:04:06 PM): jldsfvbiuabfdgbafdhv
skankininatuBa (11:04:22 PM): what would you do nicky?
skankininatuBa (11:04:25 PM): if you were me right now?
nixxi the posEur (11:04:33 PM): i dont know
nixxi the posEur (11:04:40 PM): i really dont
nixxi the posEur (11:04:57 PM): i hate this so much
skankininatuBa (11:05:08 PM): being the nice guy that i am,..ill just let you think about it..and either way im here for you
skankininatuBa (11:05:15 PM): but you do have to decide
nixxi the posEur (11:05:27 PM): i know...
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nixxi the posEur (11:06:25 PM): so you think i fucked nick.
skankininatuBa (11:06:33 PM): i dont know
skankininatuBa (11:06:42 PM): i would like to know
nixxi the posEur (11:06:42 PM): i know thats what youre trying to say
nixxi the posEur (11:06:47 PM): i did NOT
skankininatuBa (11:06:49 PM): alright
nixxi the posEur (11:06:57 PM): all we did was kiss, one time.
skankininatuBa (11:06:57 PM): no im trying to ask why you dont like me
nixxi the posEur (11:07:09 PM): i DO like you
skankininatuBa (11:07:13 PM): i would think nick would tell me if you did
nixxi the posEur (11:07:15 PM): haven't i been saying that the whole time
nixxi the posEur (11:07:20 PM): why would he tell you?
nixxi the posEur (11:07:30 PM): i dont talk to him about it, i dont think he cares
skankininatuBa (11:09:18 PM): im a very forgiving person
skankininatuBa (11:09:30 PM): but you need to make up your mind nicky
skankininatuBa (11:09:36 PM): im afraid you may still be doing stuff with nick
nixxi the posEur (11:09:38 PM): i already told you
nixxi the posEur (11:09:39 PM): I AM NOT
nixxi the posEur (11:09:41 PM): ask him
skankininatuBa (11:09:53 PM): but there is no way of knowing
skankininatuBa (11:09:59 PM): what if you and nick were alone?
skankininatuBa (11:10:05 PM): what would happen?
nixxi the posEur (11:10:15 PM): probably nothing.
skankininatuBa (11:10:22 PM): but see there is the word probably
skankininatuBa (11:10:29 PM): if he came on to you...you wouldnt stop him
skankininatuBa (11:10:36 PM): and i...cant
skankininatuBa (11:10:44 PM): i cant deal with that
skankininatuBa (11:10:58 PM): having to constantly worry about you cheating on me with him
skankininatuBa (11:11:20 PM): do you not understand?
nixxi the posEur (11:11:28 PM): i do understand
nixxi the posEur (11:11:34 PM): but i wouldnt cheat on you
skankininatuBa (11:11:46 PM): i dunno about that either
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skankininatuBa (11:13:28 PM): but what if i did this with one of these girls that talk to me and say im hot and stuff
skankininatuBa (11:13:36 PM): would you not consider that cheating
nixxi the posEur (11:13:39 PM): did what with them
nixxi the posEur (11:13:44 PM): what we did?
skankininatuBa (11:13:49 PM): yes
nixxi the posEur (11:14:07 PM): i probably would
skankininatuBa (11:14:12 PM): exactly.
skankininatuBa (11:14:29 PM): i mean nicky..i really am going the extra mile for you
skankininatuBa (11:14:39 PM): but there isnt that much more i can do
nixxi the posEur (11:15:03 PM): well i really dont know what i can say or do
nixxi the posEur (11:15:17 PM): i have already told you what i think and how i feel
nixxi the posEur (11:15:22 PM): but you dont seem to believe me
skankininatuBa (11:15:34 PM): why should i believe you?
skankininatuBa (11:15:41 PM): i mean to be perfectly honest..
skankininatuBa (11:16:01 PM): if you had this same conversation with nick he would have said something along the lines of "well fuck that"
skankininatuBa (11:16:01 PM): and wouldnt have talked to you about it
nixxi the posEur (11:16:24 PM): i know that
skankininatuBa (11:16:40 PM): so this better earn me some serious coolness points
nixxi the posEur (11:16:52 PM): yeah, maybe.
nixxi the posEur (11:16:56 PM): im going to bed now.
skankininatuBa (11:17:01 PM): wtf?
skankininatuBa (11:17:05 PM): are you sure about that?
nixxi the posEur (11:17:11 PM): why shouldnt i
skankininatuBa (11:17:11 PM): that could be a really bad decision
skankininatuBa (11:17:17 PM): cause im not done talking to you
nixxi the posEur (11:17:19 PM): im tired and i am confused
nixxi the posEur (11:17:23 PM): agh then fucking talk
skankininatuBa (11:17:36 PM): your pushing it
nixxi the posEur (11:17:45 PM): sorry mother
skankininatuBa (11:17:47 PM): and i really want coolness points for this..
skankininatuBa (11:17:49 PM): you know what
skankininatuBa (11:17:49 PM): whatever
skankininatuBa (11:17:51 PM): i was gunna give your a shot and stuff
skankininatuBa (11:17:58 PM): but if your gunna be like this..no
nixxi the posEur (11:18:01 PM): steve
nixxi the posEur (11:18:06 PM): im sorry
nixxi the posEur (11:18:13 PM): i didnt mean it im just tired
nixxi the posEur (11:18:16 PM): god
skankininatuBa (11:18:19 PM): alright
skankininatuBa (11:18:21 PM): listen nicky..
skankininatuBa (11:18:32 PM): regardless of what you do..i will ALWAYS be here for you
skankininatuBa (11:18:37 PM): you understand that?
skankininatuBa (11:18:39 PM): i care about you lots
nixxi the posEur (11:18:42 PM): yeah...
skankininatuBa (11:18:46 PM): alright..
skankininatuBa (11:18:49 PM): thats all i wanted to say
skankininatuBa (11:18:54 PM): other than that i dont know what to say..
skankininatuBa (11:19:04 PM): cause its out of my control
skankininatuBa (11:19:04 PM): its all up to you
skankininatuBa (11:19:09 PM): and what you want to do
skankininatuBa (11:19:30 PM): and one more thing
nixxi the posEur (11:19:33 PM): hmm
skankininatuBa (11:19:37 PM): please dont lie to me
nixxi the posEur (11:19:43 PM): i dont lie to you
skankininatuBa (11:19:45 PM): it really hurts my feelings
skankininatuBa (11:19:53 PM): more than you would know
nixxi the posEur (11:20:07 PM): well it hurts my feelings when you dont believe a goddamn thing i say
skankininatuBa (11:20:29 PM): you have lied to me soo much why should i believe you
skankininatuBa (11:20:32 PM): its hard to believe you nicky
skankininatuBa (11:20:35 PM): it really is
nixxi the posEur (11:20:40 PM): I HAVENT LIED TO YOU SO MUCH
skankininatuBa (11:20:46 PM): i honestly think your playing both sides
nixxi the posEur (11:20:50 PM): i am not
skankininatuBa (11:20:55 PM): you said you only liked nick a teensy weensy bit
skankininatuBa (11:21:03 PM): but your probably saying the same thing to him about me
nixxi the posEur (11:21:08 PM): i am not
nixxi the posEur (11:21:13 PM): i dont talk to him about you
skankininatuBa (11:21:45 PM): i mean i understand how you feel and stuff..
skankininatuBa (11:21:46 PM): but i honestly dont get it
skankininatuBa (11:21:56 PM): i mean you never really talk to nick in person or on the phone?
skankininatuBa (11:22:19 PM): unless you havent told me about it
skankininatuBa (11:22:37 PM): which wouldnt suprise me..but answer me truthfully
nixxi the posEur (11:23:20 PM): i dont talk to him, and i told you i l ike you more and i am pretty sure that i only like him temporarily and its so confusing to me
skankininatuBa (11:23:24 PM): ....
nixxi the posEur (11:23:41 PM): and i would tell you if i talked to him on thephone
skankininatuBa (11:24:03 PM): i dont get it..you never hang out with him..and when you do you guys never talk
nixxi the posEur (11:24:39 PM): yeah well i dont get it either
skankininatuBa (11:24:40 PM): and that leads me to believe its for more shallow reasons
skankininatuBa (11:24:40 PM): people can be anyone online
skankininatuBa (11:25:01 PM): i find myself to be different online
skankininatuBa (11:25:01 PM): usually more open
nixxi the posEur (11:25:26 PM): i told you i dont get it either
skankininatuBa (11:25:54 PM): but then i have my ultimate theory
skankininatuBa (11:26:02 PM): its the whole..you like him because he likes you
skankininatuBa (11:26:10 PM): and thats what this is..and im pretty sure
nixxi the posEur (11:26:22 PM): NO IT ISNT
nixxi the posEur (11:26:30 PM): i dont even think he likes me so why would it be like that
skankininatuBa (11:26:44 PM): i dunno..cause he did like you
skankininatuBa (11:26:50 PM): but then why did you want to break up with him
skankininatuBa (11:26:57 PM): if you still liked him
skankininatuBa (11:26:58 PM): this i dont get..
skankininatuBa (11:27:02 PM): please explain
nixxi the posEur (11:27:29 PM): i really dont know, steve. i really dont.
nixxi the posEur (11:27:42 PM): i broke up with him because i didnt like him very much anymore
nixxi the posEur (11:27:56 PM): but now i do like him but i think its gonna go away like it did last time
nixxi the posEur (11:27:58 PM): and aaaagh
skankininatuBa (11:28:11 PM): but what if it doesnt
skankininatuBa (11:28:19 PM): what if liking me goes away
nixxi the posEur (11:28:32 PM): then i don't know
skankininatuBa (11:28:35 PM): this is what i fear
nixxi the posEur (11:28:44 PM): i will be more confused than i am now
skankininatuBa (11:28:53 PM): think about how i feel
skankininatuBa (11:29:06 PM): nick is my one of my goddamn best friends
nixxi the posEur (11:29:13 PM): i know!
skankininatuBa (11:29:13 PM): i see him everyday
skankininatuBa (11:29:23 PM): i talk to him all the time
skankininatuBa (11:29:38 PM): how am i supposed to live knowing that you like him?
skankininatuBa (11:30:00 PM): everytime i look at him i will be reminded about how he is important in your life just as i am
skankininatuBa (11:30:04 PM): yet im not supposed to care
skankininatuBa (11:30:07 PM): or say anyhting
nixxi the posEur (11:30:15 PM): but you
skankininatuBa (11:30:21 PM): cause he doesnt know whats going on
nixxi the posEur (11:30:22 PM): are more important to me
skankininatuBa (11:30:24 PM): and i cant tell him
skankininatuBa (11:30:31 PM): or else he would hate you
skankininatuBa (11:30:39 PM): and i wouldnt do that to you
skankininatuBa (11:30:56 PM): i like you nicky..
skankininatuBa (11:31:03 PM): but i dont know how much more i can take..
skankininatuBa (11:31:05 PM): im trying
skankininatuBa (11:31:12 PM): please respect that
nixxi the posEur (11:31:24 PM): then just get rid of me, because theres nothing i know how to do!
nixxi the posEur (11:31:26 PM): i really like you
nixxi the posEur (11:31:40 PM): but if you cant take it then i dont want to hurt you anymore
nixxi the posEur (11:31:45 PM): even if it hurts me too
skankininatuBa (11:32:07 PM): but why give up when there still is hope?
nixxi the posEur (11:32:32 PM): i dont know
nixxi the posEur (11:32:37 PM): because i dont know what to do
nixxi the posEur (11:32:47 PM): and i dont know how to handle anything
skankininatuBa (11:33:29 PM): well nicky like i said everything is up to you now
nixxi the posEur (11:33:45 PM): goddamnit
nixxi the posEur (11:34:00 PM): i told you, i like you steve
nixxi the posEur (11:34:04 PM): i want you
skankininatuBa (11:34:12 PM): and you also told me that you like nick..and you want him too
nixxi the posEur (11:34:24 PM): i dont want to go out with him or anything
nixxi the posEur (11:34:31 PM): i really dont know
skankininatuBa (11:34:35 PM): you just wana fuck him?
nixxi the posEur (11:34:38 PM): NO STEVE
nixxi the posEur (11:34:40 PM): i DONT
skankininatuBa (11:34:47 PM): haha..sorry..had to have the sex thing
nixxi the posEur (11:34:54 PM): is that what you think though, really?
skankininatuBa (11:35:01 PM): its possible
nixxi the posEur (11:35:05 PM): ahhhhh
skankininatuBa (11:35:10 PM): and dammit nicky..you are really hot
skankininatuBa (11:35:23 PM): i mean think about this..
skankininatuBa (11:35:57 PM): i must really like you...cause i mean you know..or maybe you dont know..that i could pretty much have alot of girls..but no..i like you..and even after all this i still like you..and wanna be with you..and only you
nixxi the posEur (11:36:27 PM): and i want to be with you, but you dont believe me
skankininatuBa (11:36:32 PM): but not only me
nixxi the posEur (11:36:52 PM): can i please go to sleep steve
skankininatuBa (11:39:01 PM): thanks for waiting
nixxi the posEur (11:39:05 PM): yeah
skankininatuBa (11:39:09 PM): your the best
nixxi the posEur (11:39:22 PM): so anyway
nixxi the posEur (11:39:29 PM): can i please go to bed now
nixxi the posEur (11:39:35 PM): i need to sleep
skankininatuBa (11:39:40 PM): you really want to leave like this?
nixxi the posEur (11:39:41 PM): and think
nixxi the posEur (11:39:43 PM): NO
nixxi the posEur (11:39:44 PM): i dont
nixxi the posEur (11:39:53 PM): but the conversation is going in circles
skankininatuBa (11:39:58 PM): indeed it is
nixxi the posEur (11:40:02 PM): and i am falling asleep like mad
skankininatuBa (11:40:08 PM): alright sweetheart
skankininatuBa (11:40:18 PM): if you havent noticed ive gotten over the whole issue..
skankininatuBa (11:40:27 PM): that is if you like me more than nick
nixxi the posEur (11:40:32 PM): which i do
skankininatuBa (11:40:34 PM): but if you like him more just tell me
skankininatuBa (11:40:41 PM): and i guess i understand
skankininatuBa (11:40:57 PM): cause ive liked more than one person at a time
skankininatuBa (11:41:07 PM): so i really cant get mad at you for it
nixxi the posEur (11:41:11 PM): okay
skankininatuBa (11:41:14 PM): although you know i cant help but be jealous
nixxi the posEur (11:41:16 PM): thank you then
skankininatuBa (11:41:20 PM): but thats a guy thing
skankininatuBa (11:41:25 PM): im gunna be
skankininatuBa (11:41:27 PM): but o well
skankininatuBa (11:41:28 PM): ill live
nixxi the posEur (11:41:39 PM): see you tomorrow stevieness
skankininatuBa (11:41:42 PM): hopefully it will pass..if not then i know i have had fun with you
skankininatuBa (11:41:46 PM): cause your awesome
skankininatuBa (11:42:02 PM): im gunna miss you nicky
nixxi the posEur (11:42:07 PM): imma miss you too
nixxi the posEur (11:42:18 PM): goodnight
skankininatuBa (11:42:22 PM): goodnight

B-B-B-BIPOLAR!? BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE!

skankininatuBa: im the saddest ska kid ever

Auto response from skankininatuBa: chores

nixxi the posEur: why are you
skankininatuBa: cause i have soo many reasons to be sad
skankininatuBa: im really a bad person to like nicky
skankininatuBa: seriously.
skankininatuBa: i just wish i could be like happy and not annoying and stuff
skankininatuBa: but even like right this second i know im annoying you and making you like me less
nixxi the posEur: youre not annoting all the time
skankininatuBa: so i think i will just shit up and try and act happy
skankininatuBa: haha shut*
skankininatuBa: shitting up would be interesting to see
skankininatuBa: lol
skankininatuBa: haha
nixxi the posEur: yeah..
skankininatuBa: but seriously nicky..if you want to be my "girlfriend" tell me now
skankininatuBa: and if not alright then
nixxi the posEur: i do
skankininatuBa: we can be whatever you want to be
nixxi the posEur: jesus
skankininatuBa: then you HAVE to tell nick
skankininatuBa: you cant keep doing this
skankininatuBa: I cant keep doing this
nixxi the posEur: then YOu tell nick
skankininatuBa: nick is one of my best friends..do you seriously expect me to tell him this:
skankininatuBa: ?
skankininatuBa: it would be soooo much easier for you to tell him
nixxi the posEur: well i dont know how to an i am not going to
nixxi the posEur: hes not stupid, im sure he knows anyway
skankininatuBa: no...he is kinda slow
skankininatuBa: on some issues
skankininatuBa: i seriously dont think he has any idea
nixxi the posEur: well f;nvsadf;vbaegh;adfnb'[aothn
skankininatuBa: is he talking to you?
nixxi the posEur: inform him then
nixxi the posEur: yes
nixxi the posEur: a little
skankininatuBa: he isnt answering me
nixxi the posEur: we were talking about crayons.. hes not answering me now
nixxi the posEur: oh yeah he is
skankininatuBa: alright
skankininatuBa: hmm..
skankininatuBa: yeah..
skankininatuBa: skankininatuBa: do you still have feelings for nicky?
xkmartbluEsx: i still like her, yea
nixxi the posEur: wow
nixxi the posEur: that is surprising to me
skankininatuBa: now this is the part where steve says goodby3e
nixxi the posEur: WHY
skankininatuBa: cause now you know for sure he likes you
nixxi the posEur: so what
skankininatuBa: so goodbye nicky
nixxi the posEur: WHY
skankininatuBa: heh..you know why
nixxi the posEur: but i like you alot steve

Auto response from skankininatuBa: getting piss drunk..and then maybe passing out

nixxi the posEur: ugh
nixxi the posEur: fine then, fuck this.
skankininatuBa: WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY EXPECT ME TO DO?!
nixxi the posEur: I DONT KNOW
skankininatuBa: the kid still likes you nicky
nixxi the posEur: so WHAT
skankininatuBa: that changes everything
skankininatuBa: and you know it does
skankininatuBa: that means WE CAN NEVER go out for real
skankininatuBa: and that sucks
nixxi the posEur: sdjkfzhsvc zxcvhuireg
skankininatuBa: and your leading him on
skankininatuBa: no wonder he still likes you
nixxi the posEur: how am i
nixxi the posEur: i dont know
nixxi the posEur: what youre talking about
skankininatuBa: i dont blame him
skankininatuBa: and you like him too
skankininatuBa: leading on..- making him think you like him too
nixxi the posEur: i dont see how i am
nixxi the posEur: i really dont
skankininatuBa: its obvious
skankininatuBa: ,ldafjfl;jkdfglijdf
skankininatuBa: if i were a bystander..i would probably say you like nick more than me
nixxi the posEur: Why would you say that
skankininatuBa: im like never mentioned
skankininatuBa: you always talk about nick quote him and talk to him and stuff
nixxi the posEur: i always talk about you and talk to you
skankininatuBa: but nowhere public
skankininatuBa: like xanga and stuff
skankininatuBa: NEVER
nixxi the posEur: cause i dont want to lose nick as a friend
skankininatuBa: and you always sign his stuff more affectionately
nixxi the posEur: i dontt
skankininatuBa: but your loosing me completely
skankininatuBa: and i guess you dont realize it
nixxi the posEur: apparently not
skankininatuBa: i really can only take so much nicky
skankininatuBa: im sorry
skankininatuBa: i try
skankininatuBa: i try to be a good person..i really do..and everything inside of me that is good..is saying that me and you are wrong..
skankininatuBa: maybe not being together is wrong but hiding it is wrong
skankininatuBa: what you are doing to me and nick is soo wrong
nixxi the posEur: ITS NOT ENTIRELY ME
skankininatuBa: your trying sooo hard to keep him that you dont even notice me
nixxi the posEur: YOURE DOING IT TOO
skankininatuBa: i never said i wasnt
nixxi the posEur: just fucking tell him
nixxi the posEur: god
nixxi the posEur: stop trying to put all the blame on me
nixxi the posEur: and i do notice you
skankininatuBa: im not blaming you for anything
skankininatuBa: im saying you dont realize that if im gunna be with someone...i need to feel special to them
skankininatuBa: i feel just like anyone else to you
skankininatuBa: but you place nick higher than me
nixxi the posEur: i DO NOT
skankininatuBa: and yeah..it makes me sad
skankininatuBa: but what can you expect
Nicky at 5:36 PM